Ugh
Money should seriously grow on trees… Or grow on me like my hair hehe. I am a super patient person when it comes to wanting something, but I feel SO GUILTY buying myself something…….. And if I don’t feel guilty at the moment, I end up feeling guilty after I purchase whatever I wanted, but the thing is, I don’t mind spending my money when I am buying someone else a gift. Like I would seriously spend up to $100 on a gift for a friend if I knew it was something they have been DYING to have or they will fall in love with it. Since Junior year I’ve been looking at Fuji Instax cameras, and I told myself I will get it once I get money, but once I get money, I feel guilty buying it, so I wait until I have more money so I don’t feel as bad. Two years later, I still haven’t gotten it although I keep looking at it…. And now I want another camera for starting on Lomography… And then I want nail supplies, but the guilt rushes through me…. Well, besides today when I bought the Zoya polishes, but that is because “it’s a bargain!” I don’t know how people can go spend all their money on themselves and not feel guilty about it. Oh how I hate feeling guilty when I want to spoil myself.
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